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A song about anxiety and nerves that things wont work the way I want them too, no matter how hard I've worked to get there.
lyrics
I could tell you stories,
I could part the sea,
I barely breathe before the words come out and bring me to my knees.
It's everything that I have had to give along the way,
I've given everything but I can't help but...
Miss these days at home,
It's like the sun went down and never came back up and now I'm left here all alone,
It's something that I know I've always feared I'd fear the most,
The fear of leaving nothing but a ghost inside my home.
I'll sit and wait and wonder,
Wondering if these people see my fear,
My fear of growing older quicker than I count my years,
I've never been a man to choose a path,
I've always sat along and laughed at all the panic in the eyes of all...
The people who care the most,
About my future and my past and if my memories will only serve me,
So far gone,
I still don't know what I'm to do but all I know's wherever I go, I need you.
I'm counting every day until I leave home,
But every morning brings a memory that I thought I'd forgot,
And in my youth I was a scoundrel, I was a fool,
I didn't know my limits, there was nothing I couldn't do,
I was smart and I was shit,
I was a black sheep, I was a soul that got caught up in everything,
My mishaps and my drinking brought me shame,
And though I've overcome and got the grades I feel deep down I'm still the fucking same.
credits
from
Remnants,
released September 4, 2013
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